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Dreams really can come true, but they are most often the result of hard work, determination and persistence.

When the end of the journey seems impossible to reach, remember that all you need to do is take one more step. Stay focused on your goal and remember... each small step will bring you a little closer.

When the road becomes hard to travel and it feels as if you'll never reach the end... look deep inside your heart and you will find strength you never had.

I haven't blog fer a long long time. Probably i was lazy and i jus didn't feel like writing. I was mentally blocked, mid yrs coming and i jus didn't hv much mood to write. Furthermore, my addiction to soccer all of a sudden has become part of the reason. Haha. Guess Euro was not what i had expected.

Back to topic, I was cleaning up my drawers when i found all the cards she written to me. She did write a lot to me. Probably i was still too immature i guess, i barely took the time to read all the cards. The effort that she took to write, the heart and soul she has put in to do it. My heart sank as i continued reading. I have to admit i do miss her. I do regret not treasuring the times tgt with her. She did make many efforts to show how she cared for me. I wonder how it felt for her when we both decided to break up. The broke up did strengthen my mental and taught me to be independent and to grow stronger.

She did have her flaws, she was easily influenced and has no decisions bout anything at all. Makes me pretty mad at times. But her silent caring ways and her soft hearted and gentleness covered her flaws and this made me harder for me to let go. I keep claiming i hv let go and moved on, but i nv did. I was only lookin for a substitute and trying to find another her. Maybe she moved on, found someone better and hv forgotten bout me. Probably that is the reason, but deep down inside i hope it's not the reason, i believe it is another.

Life is unfair sometimes i guess. But tt does not stop me from making dreams come true. I got a lot of dreams and each one are very sweet. Like how hardworking the bees are harvesting honey, i will work hard and soon dreams will become reality. But some sweet dreams are too far to be reached, maybe i jus gotta do what the quote says. Look deep inside my heart and find the strenght i never knew i had...