I wish i had more time. I wish i reverse all the mistakes i hv made. I wish i was smarter. I wish i was stronger(both physically, mentally and emotionally). I wish i could hv her back. I wish i could move on and go fer it. I wish and I wish will nv end.
I guess after today i really wish i had done many diff things. To some extent some things i hv done. I really felt great and glorious. But there r also regrets i hv made. This is life i guess. U gain some and yes, u gotta lose some. I am all prepared fer it. I am ready to pursue my dreams. Like wad Reu said. It's ur choice. Yes, i agree. My choice, either i do it or not. There is no in btw. I believe i will and i mus. Pressure is building i noe. But i hv been fighting an uphill battle fer my passion. And the 2nd uphill battle that i am gonna face, i am ready fer it.
After today's PA race. Thoughts start flooding into me. It really spur me to really let it all out. There r so many things i wish. If i had not seen 'her' in tt kayaking team in tt sch. It wouldn't hv made me think so much.( Fer info, i do not know the 'her' at all. She onli resemble someone. Lol) Seeing mountbatten training so hard and NJC. Really let's me think. So many thoughts flooding in. Really gives me a headache. Argh!
I guess wad is impt is to jus get 2 things done: that is Studies and register fer my Medical Check Up. Lol. Still a bit blur after celebrating Pala and Porky bday. Glad they enjoyed themselves.
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