Mixed Emo

Should i laught or should i be worried. I really don noe. I am so confused, but deep down in my heart, there is a part of me that is feeling happy and mocking. Mybe it is wrong to be like that. But de scars that lies on me, has made me both happy and worried. I cant predict the future nor can i foretell any predictions. All i know is that things aren't gonna be the same.