YooHoo! SPA is over at last. After an intensive 2 days, the dreaded moments hv gone and now a burden has gone. Haha. Jus heard Maroon 5's song' Better that we break'. An awesome song and totally in love wif it. I really enjoy Maroon 5 songs. I really like their songs and i guess they hv become my fav band.
Gym in sch today, cant believe my strength is improving. Gotta rush a bit later, going to meet Po Han fer dinner tonight. Even he is busy, quite sian he is going overseas sia. Well goot a concentrate fer mid years now. Haix. Time to push like how i did fer SPA. Really mixed feelings now. I think i need to start using the right head, like wad Terrance says. Sometimes lonliness jus drive me insane. Lol.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
Feeling or Fate?
It has really been a while since i last blog. Been veri busy. Even now as i am doing this i still got loads of work at hand. The coming holiday is jus a bullshit. Haha. Hving SPA exams in 2 days time. Gotta do loads of preparations fer it. And the mid years right after the holidays and i still got loads of studying to do. I really hv no time to rest. Really gotta squeeze some tme out to rest abit and do some catchin up wif some frenz.
It is really tough, but actually it's quite great being able to go thru so many stuff alone. Thought the feelings sux sometimes. Haha. The comment is jus so random. Smetimes i really wonder does she like me or is it jus a waste of time to wait. The emotions really sux. I really miss a lot of ppl. Sometimes i wonder is this a trial fer me to finish my this veri important year and grow to be a mentally stronger person. I can feel each day i am growing mentally stronger and closer to my parents. Maybe, it is their blessings fer me to do so. To learn the importance of my family.
Yesterday lecture, the recordings didn't work. Carol was rite. Haha. Oh well, doesn't matter, jus means i gotta ask the lecturer to help me record. Shall note this down. Haha. There was this frequent stares and i wonder wad it really means. Heard the frequent 'stare' person was here fer Master's. Sadly, i couldn't wake up or actually lazy to wake up. Haha. I was really hit hard by Terrance's words and i agree wif him. Sometimes wad he says is really right. If fate is there or if u really hv the feelings, we will meet again.
I shall try and keep this blog update during the holidays. A place fer me to destress. Now is back to SPA. I really hope it's both feelings and fate. But wad is the probabilty of tt?
It is really tough, but actually it's quite great being able to go thru so many stuff alone. Thought the feelings sux sometimes. Haha. The comment is jus so random. Smetimes i really wonder does she like me or is it jus a waste of time to wait. The emotions really sux. I really miss a lot of ppl. Sometimes i wonder is this a trial fer me to finish my this veri important year and grow to be a mentally stronger person. I can feel each day i am growing mentally stronger and closer to my parents. Maybe, it is their blessings fer me to do so. To learn the importance of my family.
Yesterday lecture, the recordings didn't work. Carol was rite. Haha. Oh well, doesn't matter, jus means i gotta ask the lecturer to help me record. Shall note this down. Haha. There was this frequent stares and i wonder wad it really means. Heard the frequent 'stare' person was here fer Master's. Sadly, i couldn't wake up or actually lazy to wake up. Haha. I was really hit hard by Terrance's words and i agree wif him. Sometimes wad he says is really right. If fate is there or if u really hv the feelings, we will meet again.
I shall try and keep this blog update during the holidays. A place fer me to destress. Now is back to SPA. I really hope it's both feelings and fate. But wad is the probabilty of tt?
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Memories
Had a jog this morning, like how i used to do wif Reu. Went over to visit Reu's parents today. It's been a while since i been to his house. Remembered how often i used to go over his place to chill and even get my hair cut. I really miss him. Sometimes i still wish he was still ard motivating me to train and study harder.
Walked the usual route to Reu's house and had a really great chat wif uncle Freddie and Auntie Patsy. The more i chat, the more i realise how long he has left us. This really motivates me to really work hard and study hard to be the 'perfect' son tt every parents hope their child to be. And Reu has definitely become a role model for everyone. His music would live on and his memories will always stay rooted in my heart.
Reu say: 'Don't be nua!'
YiHe say: 'I wont and i NEVER will.'
Hope u can hear me dude. I will work hard and reach fer my goals. And thanks fer the muscle milk and the name tag, it will be something i will treasure dearly.
Walked the usual route to Reu's house and had a really great chat wif uncle Freddie and Auntie Patsy. The more i chat, the more i realise how long he has left us. This really motivates me to really work hard and study hard to be the 'perfect' son tt every parents hope their child to be. And Reu has definitely become a role model for everyone. His music would live on and his memories will always stay rooted in my heart.
Reu say: 'Don't be nua!'
YiHe say: 'I wont and i NEVER will.'
Hope u can hear me dude. I will work hard and reach fer my goals. And thanks fer the muscle milk and the name tag, it will be something i will treasure dearly.
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