Unlucky?

Got de iphone at long last. Been spending lots of money on it unexpectedly. Blaming it on hving bad luck or a painful and expensive lesson. I don't noe. All i noe is tt i am in a veri 'broke' situation. And can't really let it bother me, cos prelims is coming.

But out of all the emo and sad and pain, sometimes, frenz tt are so close to u really cheers me up.

Take care man, James. Enjoy ur Taiwan trg. He even msged me b4 he left. I am quite touched by it.

Gotta eat less and save more. I need a miracle.

Scarcity

Stressed up. The feeling of not being productive and knowing that the deadlines are sinking in is killing me. I need to really make myself do some productive work.

Gosh. So many things i wan and so limited capital. Economics problem on scarcity really applies to me. Haha. Iphone, new pair of sunglasses, a new wallet, havanas... So many. Argh! Plus prom is coming, i gotta really start saving man. HAiX.

So many weird things happened today. Woke up late, stone and watch tv. Hit the gym before gg over to study at SOT wif Carol, Ivy and Ruo lin. Did some work dere and recap phy a bit wif Carol. Quite pissed off. Dad is really muddle headed when it comes to handling stuff and really makes me damn mad. Temper is quite bad lately. Stress always make me hard to control the anger. Haix...

I need a job after A's man. And not one, i guess a few. Lol... And i need to stop sighing...

Alas...

Hoho. It's coming at last. After a long wait. It is going to be delievered to my place this wed. Argh! Wad a wrong timing plus super distracting. Gonna hv GP paper the nxt day.

Mugging. Been doing a lot lately. Stress is killing me. Gotta push myself and focus. Onli 2 months left to A's. I believe i can do it.

Cant wait for the iphone to come. Till then i better continue mugging.

70

Punch those morons! Punch them down!

I need more time!! I need my motivation back! I need to watch my diet seriously.(random) LOL!

I wan to mug at Starbucks at United Square. Wonder if she's dere.

70 days more!

Criticism

I jus learnt something veri meaningful and it has become one of my fav. quotes:


Don't mind criticism. If it is untrue, disregard it; if unfair, keep from irrtation; if it is ignorant, smile; if it is justified, it is not criticism - learn from it.

Clones!

Clones? Of myself and not her. Lol. Haha. It's fate. I meet the other 'her' again. And i think she noticed. Lol. I guess i am still noob.

I need more courage. =)

Went supper wif Nigel, Cedric and Daniel. Nigel asked me a real good question. Why i say i wanna do business? Actually, he's right. I don't really know. Actually i tot i know a lot, but i realise i don't. I am confused and unsure. I need a direction. I need a light to show me my path.

Probably they are all guiding me. The supper wif them i learnt a lot. Like a ninja in secret training. I need to do what i must and at the same time, find a direction. The signs are slowly directing me towards the correct path. It's jus up to me and see if i am taking the path of my choice.

I need to focus and doing it badly. Handling the A's is now the no.1 piority. 'U mus do what u like!' and i really enjoy challenges. Thought it is tough doing it alone. But i will get thru it.

iphone

I got the iphone booked. Woah! Hope i am able to get it. I really wan it for so long so long.

Saw the Nokia touch screen phone. Haha. Like wad Jeremy said, it is almost exactly the same as iphone. Wtf. Haha. Could tell there is a lot of competition these days.

4 days of break. I really need to do some productive studyin. I need more time, how i wish i could hv more of myself to help me do stuff.

The Good Old Days

Been lazy to blog lately. I am feeling so sick of sch that i don noe y i am gg. I cant even finish my revision and sch has been stacking all the time practice which is jus a waste of time. Today is 080808, opening of the Beijing Olympics. Haha. Took some glimpse on the tv, no time to watch actually. Need to do my revision.

Suddenly hit me to realise y clubbing nv feel the same as before. Was looking at some of Reu piano videos on Youtube. I jus got the old times feelings rushing back. I understand y i never feel the same when i club this year. It is not that clubs are changing, but rather it is the people i am going with hv changed.

I still remember the days where i would meet Reu and Justin at bishan and head down to either Zouk or Home club tgt. Haha. Those were the days, with SAFSA and sometimes the company of the nteam mates. I really miss everyone. I really miss our training days and our times when we hv our 'night training'. Time flies, life goes on, i am gg to take my A's soon and they are gg to uni soon.

I guess i am lucky to hv met them. To hv such a short but wonderful journey with them. Such experience that i will nv forget and never be able to experience it again. Probably what Cedric say about me doing things not my age, is something i am not agree with. Thanks guys for the great times together.

3 months left to A levels. I am all focused and ready to chiong like a mugger.

Cant wait for all this to end.

Thanks guys!